people ask me..i will choose mydream or my love..?and now to the extend..i choose my dream.and i noe there's no way out anymore..but i dun regret at all..this my dream..my dream path..is half way done.i wont give up.so have to say sorry to my love tthat dun reali want to give up to me.but strangly i felt so anxious.i shld'nt feel like this.weird..soon..taiwan wait for me.i know i will have to give up wadeva im doin now..and wadeva i have now.my freedom my time even my slp...wont be a ordinary girl.not like the past..look back im so childish.but now im freshly reborn..a new me.without all the sad past that i have throw away.and my yue ding with a ****i wony bomb him out..=Xyi qi nu li ba..i will do better dan you oh!!we as a dreamer that go after our dearest dream dun have a choice to have the love we want.people out there..treasure the love you have.no matter is friend.family or BGR.life will nvr be perfect.either is hard come 1st or sweet come 1st.no one get a short cut.me?i have my hard & harder.but in my hard time i found sweetness.ths for ppl that oways supporting me.i have confident i can do it better..wont disappoint you all.i give up my love,my freedom,my time to fuflil my dream..that means that all things have a price.i learn that.you?now i got a list of words to share here.
rolls of my words:lying to myself[englisg version]
baby,you ask me dun cry.but look at my heart closely.it never stop crying.
take it wadeva you say is right.im thinking too much.
look at our gap
it's never been as close as it was told
lie to myself that you love me
lie to myself that is you dont dare to tell me your love
lie to myself to fall into my own lies
lie to myself that everything is real
look at the sky
think of the past
can never find someone as foolish as me
look at your smile that is so sweet
but is was falling on others heart
look at my smile is so fake is falling on my tears
turn around walk away
give you back your time
put my tears on your smile
freeze the memory
lies that im lying
lies that people belief
lying to myself
forgive me for al my lies
hope everyone like this.this was just a feel..i guess alot of people will go through this is just that dun dare to face the fact that is all lies.but look..i belief in fate.like im fate to be in my career.there will be someone waiting for you like you wait for them.cheers
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